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Well my ex sends me a message after three weeks that says "Just wanted to know how ur doing. Hows everything?" I will never understand people. I said "after three weeks you suddenly care?" Okay so maybe I am a bitch? But really now, I hate people who put you on their schedule, pick you up and drop you like a fly.

I went back to work today at least, I hate that place. I hate Walmart too, it was too crowded, I didn't even have to buy much but it was hell, and I got sick. Of course no one at work seems to think I can be ill, while I am ill ALL THE TIME. Bastards.

As for mail it was pretty good, I got a new composer cd, a new gardening book with a shovel (smallish) and seeds. A swap from someone in Texas, and some labels I ordered. Pretty good day, but I havent felt good all day.

Sick Day 2

Well I missed work again, have to go tomorrow though. Blah. I didnt get any penpal/swap mail but I got some notepads I ordered with my name..look great! I also got my bank statement, woo. So I actually cleaned out receipts out of my purse and did my statement. Elizabeth has been eating today, yay! I mailed two swaps, thats a lot for me lately so I was proud of that.

About yesterday

I forgot to post yesterday. Yesterday- I got a full labelbag from Miki in Poland, thanks! And she added some extra labelbags too, I'll have to send her a thank you note with goodies. I also received some junk mail, yay.

Today I didn't go to work, I just felt horrible. Now I don't want to socialize with anyone either. Everything seems totally mind numbing. I was doing pretty good for a few days there, I hadnt missed since the last week in January, owell. I'll try not to miss again until after the audit, hope I can do it. I get so tired of doing other peoples work and getting absolutely no recognition. How dumb do they think I am?

I also miss someone. Despite the fact that I cant get along with him at all, and I cant change him back to how he used to be. I really hope he doesnt send me a rude message like he did on one Valentine's Day, sigh, I'll never forget that. I miss his personality though, and the way he remembered things I told him, unlike some people. I remembered his birthday, but I didnt send him a message, because I was afraid I'd say something mean.

I just want to give up and Placebo isnt helping.

Friday, February 06, 2009

Finally some mail! A US Weekly (free 8 issues since I bought mom Lilly, a british tv show..some deal Amazon had that I didnt even know about until after I bought it hehe) and a bill! No letters or swaps, but hey its a start. hehe.

Last night I watched Married Life with my mom, it was an okay movie but I doubt I'll watch it again. It probably would have been worse if I hadn't had liked the actors so much.

So sleepy now and its only 9 something, poo!

Thursday, February 05, 2009

I am tired! No mail today, boo. I had to take the minutes, wears me out, and I went to walmart, just bought food mainly. Its audit month, going to be hungry......Night!

Wednesday, February 04, 2009

No mail again! Geez.. Mom returned the dvd to Amazon for me that didnt work. yay! We got our house insurance papers, oh yay, goodbye money! She got her first issue of Good Housekeeping, so that was good. It was the february issue, should have got it sooner. I know I am paranoid, but I believe the mail lady reads my mail and catalogs, and possibly keeps them over the weekend before returning. She is an evil witch.

Tuesday, February 03, 2009

Hi again! Monday, no mail, bleh, well my mom got a bill and I help her with that so I guess it was 20% mail. hehee

Today was better, I got an offer for another craft club to make ornaments all year long, going to skip it, we usually dont put a tree up. Would be neat though to give as gifts, so maybe another time. I also got a letter from Childrens International with a sad looking child in it :( and then some homers from Valeria Bottarani! I think thats her last name. I'll have to check. There were a lot so that will be something to do this weekend.

I am so tired, something about fresh clean sheets and tylenol pm...got me in the mood.

I had fun in uo with my friends doing white nets, and tmaps. I miss doing white nets with someone else, but why I dont know, because it was never particularly that fun..was it..owell..night.